Half the Time Video (MV)

I feel anxious half the time
The other half i guess I'm fine
Honestly, I'm kinda scared to fall asleep
I close my eyes
And in my dreams I'm still so tired
I feel the weight of all the lies
I've told to those who care
Cause I never could admit
That I'm not fine

I'm half asleep
I guess thats fine
At least I can say that I'm trying
To get through the day, but I never thought
That life would be this way
I'm so exhausted at all times
I watch the things around me die
Until this room is filled with nothing but
My own selfish pride

I feel anxious half the time
The other half- i guess I'm fine
Honestly, I'm kinda scared to fall asleep
I close my eyes
And in my dreams I'm still so tired
I feel the weight of all the lies
I've told to those who care
Cause I never could admit
That I'm not fine

Somebody change my mind
Or at least help draw the line
Where to go when i can finally accept that it is time
To fix myself cause I'm not fine
And finally relieve my mind
Of all the feelings built up
Cause theres no more room
No not this time

Help me I don't feel fine
Somebody change my mind
Cause there's no more time
There's no more time

I feel anxious half the time
The other half- i guess I'm fine
Honestly, I'm kinda scared to fall asleep
I close my eyes
And in my dreams I'm still so tired
I feel the weight of all the lies
I've told to those who care
Cause I never could admit
That I'm not fine