Ok so I was worried bout my mama
I was worried bout friends
It's kinda hard being the one
Pulling the weight in the end
I kept on doing it and doing it
I just wanna win
So when they look at me
I tell 'em imma do it again
I'm heart broke
With the feeling of the hate
I know it's niggas making more than I make
Up on the board and I ain't
So why the f*ck she say she wanted to stay
A lotta bills that I had to pay
That mean we staying in the house today
That's what the fussing was about
Ok
When you a man
And you always gotta stand
On your own two feet
Its easy getting a cramp
I let it go through me
Don't let it show I'm weak
I ain't got nothing to eat
And I been up for over 32 hours
Feel like I'm crashing like wit both of them towers
I want the money and power
So I could show these niggas
That they never f*cking wit me
Tryna be grateful
Only humble when I had to be
Like when these niggas wouldn't answer me
Left me on read
I'm thinking bout what I said
Remember what they did
I'm knowing I was the man
They treated me like a kid
I'm stepping on niggas head
And hand outs
They know im the man now
Cuz everybody looking at a nigga
That stand out
Ain't reaching a hand out
For niggas that left me in the dirt
I know it's hard but I had to hurt
All the pain lead me down
The only path that worked
I waited 4 f*cking years
To say the shit that I did
The opportunity came
They saying a nigga slid
I'm putting onna chain...
Ha ha
I ain't got money
Like that
I think it's funny
That these niggas really coming like that
Over the running
I know niggas that's gon run on the track
I had words that I said
I ain't taking em back
I got a whole lotta hate for niggas
Another hole in my heart
Cuz I hate these bitches
And all that money you gon make
You can't een take it wit cha
It's only memories you had
But I hate the picture
You know I'm stuck on you
You know I f*ck what you
But tell me what could I do
I had to make it like I'm never gon lose
I started hustling
I hated the rules
Your only destiny
The path you choose
I'm never quitting
But I had to lose
A couple times just to show me
What I been doing wrong
I know it's hurting
They ain't singing along
You put your all
And keep hitting the wall
And now it's worse
You got nobody to call
Looking around at the bridges
But you burned em all