Took Too Long (Demo) Video (MV)

The wait is over
It took too long, it took too long, it took too long
(Foreal CJ)
Recently I feel so sad now with pain
Would it help if I sat down and explained
Why I have so many dark thought in my brain
And I find it insane
How it's possible to compare my tears to the rain
And now I feel the fears in my veins
I know I'm not a perfect person
I'm far from a saint
But what did I do to get my positivity drained
I've done things that make me seem I'm to blame
Others where I knew I was wrong and feel ashamed
But don't ever try to lie about me, get me framed
Happiness was here man, I swear that it came
Maybe it's not clear and it's just sorta faint
One of the reasons I'm okay is the main
'Cause no one can do what I did I'm just saying
Don't mess with me kid, stay in your lane
I'm not doing this for the pay or the fame
I just want mankind to remember my name
I'm halfway there, I'll yell and exclaim
I'm playful, but this part's not a game
I'm prepared and trained
To be at the very top of this food chain
And to keep this reign, until I feel he the strain
Of creativity, but nah dude, I'm never plain
I'll keep my mark and stain
On this art like paint
I'll score if I aim, but will I deserve everything I'll gain
It took too long, damn right it did
I've been dreaming of this since I was a kid

People sippin' from my heart
Till' they're rippin' it apart
Trust issues, where the f*ck do I even start
I've always been between really dumb and super smart
But anxiety is in my head so thinking is getting hard
Filled with thoughts and thoughts, lots and lots
But it's also what keeps me ready
One day in my head is like Five Nights at Freddy's
Within me lie my enemies and opponents
Defeating them would be the main component
For the rest of forever and this very moment
Give me back my peace, it's mine, I own it
Every little thing that happens, I get nervous
Is it all a mishap or is it just on purpose
First things first and the very first is
Get rid of snakes friends 'cause they're all serpents
But I wouldn't ask time to reverse it
It's certain, I wouldn't be who I am as a person
If I would've rehearsed these verses behind the curtains

I was getting better, now I'm bad like before
My best friends' stabbed me in the back with a sword
The homeboys that I used to love and adore
Damn, what a dork that I was
To think they would never throw me under the bus
They only left me problems with trust
But I'm doing better without them so I guess it was just
Yes I promise you that I'm sober in order
Maybe it's symptoms of the bi-polar disorder (Yeah)
My hopes are higher than my grades
And mom I promise I'ma make it in the states
Gotta to put my life together like a puzzle
Time to strive and hustle
I'll do it for my family, no longer feeling agony
Taking back our sanity (Yeah)
That's the strategy, no more tragedies
And that's how we're gonna make our ever-after, f*cking happily
It took too long but it came so soon
Like the Earth revolving around the moon
Sorry if I seem depressed, I'm improving myself
I'm obsessed with being the best
Sorry if I seem depressed, I'm improving myself
I'm obsessed with being the best
But don't ever compare me to the rest