Reflection Video (MV)

I think I'm tripping man my mind it run a thousand miles per hour
So quick that I can't focus on the money weed and power
Rolling trees getting twisted and I'm so faded
Think im seeing double vision
Its New Years eve but I make 2020 moves you probably think im tripping
Im cooking up I turn to Bobby Flay inside the kitchen
No fish filet these diamonds wet but you can't catch me slipping
Its like the only time I sleep is when im sleeping on you N*****
This ForeignLife im overseas aint crossing over rivers
She say pull up but I just come to get my nut and then im dipping
Back to the boot but I aint snapping pictures
I gotta tell the truth I lost myself inside these words
I showed you how to get it now you claim your vision blurred
You thought this shit was easy
They talk behind my back but it get quiet when they see me
But that shit neither here or there just leave it in the air
Go grab your toughest nigga and I swear he won't compare
But I stay humble on my toes I gotta be aware
That friends can turn to foes and now your circle is a square
Them bands can bring some hoes lets play a game of truth or dare
Reflect back on yourself and think bout when no one was there
Reflect back on yourself and thin bout clothes you used to wear
Its only getting better now your dreams they come together now
Stains on carpet seats but now they're leather
Hid the stash inside a box but now that safe look like a treasure
Look like a seizure when im shaking off the pressure
I catch amnesia I act like I never met her
F*** the police they killing N*****for the pleasure
You gotta see that this is chess and not checkers
Better believe that pain got bring you stormy weather
Get on your knees and talk to god through your depression
You gone succeed now go achieve them higher levels
When I sit back and plan bout how to get a million
Hoping I feel it before I die I think about the sins that I committed
I wish that I could take back all the times I told a lie
And if I go to hell it aint no point in asking why
And if I go to jail I hope my mom don't lose her mind
Im overthinking well I do that all the time
She said relax that's why I keep her by my side
She said you know you're better off without your pride
Its crazy she see through me aint no point for me to hide
Im twisted like a rubiks cube all my N***** breaking rules
We get on the road when its time to ride
I get on that stage and now they catching vibes
Make em scream my name like a thousand times
I got so much pain I wrote a thousand rhymes
Married to the game but she can't meet my moms
This game will do you dirty Try to make you sell your soul
Just focus on your Journey get that check and then you go
You bet not show no mercy get your foot up on they throat
I see them N***** lurking know they peep that im the goat
I do this with a purpose pay your dues to whom you owe
The closest people to you be the ones to let you go
I feel it in the air I lost my mind inside the smoke
Remember you was sleeping on me N**** now you're woke