Can I be happy now
Why can't this feeling end
All of the doubts in my old house
No longer get in
It's been awhile now
Since I can truly say
Every morning I face myself
And believe it'll be okay
Oh all the while, all these things, all these things
Oh all the while, I can't sleep, I can't sleep
Please just let me go
I wanted you to know
I did my best to be okay
When it's all said and done
With nowhere left to run
I will be home again some day
I will be home
Gratitude come my way
I swear I won't let go
Counting my blessings, and smiling
But it feels like it's all a show
Grant me some clarity
Promise me today I won't die
These are the thoughts that give me the creeps
Even though I know I will be fine
Oh all the while, all these things, all these things
Oh all the while, I can't sleep, I can't sleep
Please just let me go
I wanted you to know
I did my best to be okay
When it's all said and done
With nowhere left to run
I will be home again some day
I will be home
And I cannot keep going
Like I'm not scared to death
I'll scream until I'm blue
And I am deprived of breath
I don't have a reason to keep fooling myself
I'm addicted to my despair
And it's all in my head