Eve of the Son Video (MV)

Last breath. I close my eyes
As fear depicts the framework on this alternate design
Where thoughts and hopes descend like rain

Mothers love for you, was fathers mournful hope
"He'll be the man I know he could"
Such disappoint, "He is no son of mine!"

Time became unequal, as the memories start to fade
A dream could last forever. As if dreams were to remain

Lay upon my pillow, close my eyes, escape the world
I reach over beside me. Just to realize i'm alone
In thought I would escape. Please end this misery
For every righteous deed I've done. Forlorn is my life

And how I've walked with demons. As they sang sweet lullaby's
Reach into your weakness. Formless angels in disguise

I cry out ashamed. "My God. My God please help me so. My sins are not
Forgiven. And I fear they'll never. Let me go"

Is the story over, have you left me to bleed? Is timelessness just a false sense relief?
Was such grand delusion a numbness of pain? Can you ever look in the mirror again?"

The closer that I get I still hold on. I'll whither, fall apart
As shadows cast on me. How far can I reach?
Mother is there such a thing as destiny? Or changing of seasons?
Behold your child's weakness. Has God forsaken me?

As chapter, unfolds chapters. Where I carried on; all my dreams brought me pain
A moment of conscience, a memory, a thought. A man left defined by the sins of his heart
Is broken before ever broken again? Is lost innocence just a means to an end?
Can I ask forgiveness for what I've become?
A memory i'll no longer be. No longer be anymore

"Thank You. Thank you God
There is no talk of God here priest
And what of the inscription?
It's faded. Just as God's faded from my heart
And what has replaced it?
Revenge"

As chapter unfolds chapter. I will carry on. I won't be forgot
A moment of conscience, a memory a thought. I'll rewrite the story from finish to start
Though broken before I shall be just as one. My name will transcend from my elders to sons
Can I ask forgiveness for what I've become?
A memory i'll no longer be. No longer be. Anymore

Angel. Never thinking of tomorrow; lost in yesterday
Fall as though unending
My Angel. How could you leave me here with all my hopes to fade?
God it's never ending
Oh Angel. Ever more I bleed as though like time in sands
Falling through your fingers
Oh Angel. Seek unto the never as I bid thee well
My Angels gone...