To drugs, I'm losing
I write this while I drink my beer
Not good to drive, but I can steer
& I don't fear
It's so confusing
It's who I am, but it's not me
I'm only numb with apathy
It isn't me
I'm not excusing
But, I don't feel autonomy
But, who'd believe a stupid thing
Not even me
Take a shot of time, a line of memory
I'll say it's fine, but that's beyond belief
Take a drag of soul, then slam the irony
When it's my time, I'll finally be at peace
I'm either faded
About to start, or want to be
I won't slow down, & I'm on E
Going 70
I'm never sated
I'll f*ck me up 'till I can't breathe
This song's just one more drug for me
When I sing
An endless pointless standing in line
Sometimes I sigh, most times I'm high
Start, stop, I try
This vice is in effect
Well, break me down my mind
And hit all arrogance
And binge my prime
While dabbing all my sense
And when I'm deaf and blind
And wandering like the rest
Take, as a sign
That I was not my best
To drugs, I'm losing
I write this while I drink my beer
Not good to drive, but I can steer
And I don't fear
It's so confusing
It's who I am, but it's not me
I'm only numb with apathy
It isn't me