I had a flask and a hand rolled cigarette
My tongue was tied in a nicotine safety net
I still remember everything you said
I hope that you remember just a bit
"You look really nice and how's your boyfriend?"
Why do I always say such stupid shit?
He likes you some but I like you best
A secret glance in half a pirouette
I'm only bitter because I really care
And I'm just glad that you were really there
On the bedroom floor we drank local wines
My veins filled with cum, you didn't bat an eye
We rolled a joint but didn't have a light
"It's okay" I smiled, and said goodnight
I walked home and stepped on every crack
I covet love, I know I'll never have
I'll never be content because I lack
I'm not afraid of love, just to ask
I'm only bitter because I really care
And I'm just glad that you were really there
I'm only bitter because I really care
And I'm just glad that you were really there