Forre Sterra - Silent Light Lyrics

The leaves were falling down
On the old memorial grounds
Like feathers there were floating
See you turn and smile at me
When you left that New Years eve
That day you door was open, your eyes were frozen
We had it all, if I count to ten
Will I find you back again?
I still need you in my life
Now you're a silent light
The ashes filled the years
Turned memories into tears
Can't face no one but strangers
Cause what am I supposed to say?
Talk nonsense like some saint
Or that every time when you reached out
I fled without a doubt
All along you held me safe
While I looked away in your darkest days
The thought kills me every time
For so long we had it all
Now I count to ten, a million times
To hear your voice back again
I still need you in my life
Now you're a silent light
It don't matter now at all
You're just a name on a wall
It don't matter now at all
If I hold on or let you go