The misery is begging me to believe
The shame and misfortune is getting to me
A blanket of anger begins to gnaw away
The loving sacrifice I was willing to make
I am not aware
I cannot feel anything
I am not prepared
I can't endure this struggle
No one can see that my misery is providing me
With the relief that I needed to see
And that my patience has become only bloodlust
And that the misery was begging me to believe
Clarity
For me to see
You shackled me
And set me free
Now I can't run
My persistence wavers
I feel an urge, something coming over me
The urge expands, it begins to control me
I cannot feel my face
This feeling will be the death of me
My eyes water
My pores drip
But none of it feels real
My face now covered in blood
When did it come to this?
A feeling of bliss washes over me as I
Reflect on my suffering
I've never seen such a pitiful sight
Clarity
For me to see
You shackled me
And set me free
Clarity
For me to see
You shackled me
And set me free (You set me free)
It's crucifixion of the mind, and
Burial of the soul
When did this happen?
What made this happen?