Forsakenmusic - Simple Dreams III Lyrics

Everyone keeps asking where the scar came from
It all started, when I repented in the church complex
Are you fond with
This life that wasn't ever easy to begin with
This faith I'm living is something I've cherished with big lengths & big widths
There is no guaranteed winning...
But there is guaranteed strength that one could live in
Oceans got me drownin in waters so vivid
That are living
Never got you thirsting again
Is what he said

To me when I was dying
In the desert
Laying down
Sad

Killing myself
With a big frown
Mad

So I drenched myself in hate
Rap

God came in & turned it against the enemy
Facts.

Ok
I'm selling myself to God
Politics can wait
I'm changed
Lookin at the difference from then to today
Oh-wait
Looking for payment as my mouth speaks
Releasing pro-pain
I'm professional at looking up at the ceiling and wondering if
Everything's
Oh-kay

Shame!
On the Rappers who are professional in acting like straight up idiots
Making music that only the Godless can vibe and get with
I would've made it if it wasn't for you.. medaling kids
I want to shake this whole stage up with the bass
& call it an earthquake
You CHRISTIAN FAKES
Who live looking like Mr. Clean
I'ma call you out like my best friend calls me out
For saying I'm a
Vir-Gin
I quit lean
I wish I would see
The heart of many who can't believe
Have the heart of Solomon
Having the audacity to fulfill my promises
But yet I break em
I'm cussin and cuffing em
To this music

But that was before.. when I got my 64
But nowadays I'm clean and I let God open doors
Pour out Pour out
Pour some more
These Simple Dreams
From a Rapper going mainstream
From a Rapper with these dreams
From a Rapper...
Who started at thirteen

Pour out
Just pour out
Pour out
Just pour out

From a Rapper going mainstream
From a Rapper with these simple dreams

Pour out
Just pour out
Pour out
Just pour out

From a Rapper going mainstream
From a Rapper with these simple dreams

POUR OUT
I wanna pour out
My guts and feelings
Tryna hide my expressions from everybody
Every buddy that wants to become my friend
Will last a couple months, couple years
Can't ever hold my friendships
Abandon ship
Abandon this, abandon my different types of peers
From the hipsters, to the outcasts
Trying to outlast
Every little bit of me
Every week
Feeling a little bit weak
As I live with the pastor
Telling me
Living like a rug everybody wants to rub their dirty shoes on
While wanting a safe space in a basement with a futon
Get your shoes on
You better not give up
Living forsaken you break-in'
The rules that everyones taken
Causing your whole world to stop it & start shaking
No one ever said it was painless
But you gotta do what you gotta do
To survive this life that is changing
For the better good
No matter where you live
Suburbs, city life or within the hood

Depression turning into anger as it really should
Trying to find peace if I really could

OH...
YAHWEH
I'm living like I'm zoned out
Oh wow
No one wants you to rest now
Workin all day til you're in the cloud
Without your crown
Without your crowd
Simple Dreams is what I wish to have
But it's all floating away
In the very sky I look up to everyday

Pour out
Just pour out
Pour out
Just pour out

From a Rapper going mainstream
From a Rapper with these simple dreams

Pour out
Just pour out
Pour out
Just pour out

From a Rapper going mainstream
From a Rapper with these simple dreams

Pour out
Just pour out
Pour out
Just pour out

From a Rapper going mainstream
From a Rapper with these simple dreams

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