Foya - Feign Lyrics

And i'm like damn, was it you or was it me?
Come on, tell you me what you mean
You thinkin ima let this go when we were meant to be
All this time you've felt alone and I thought we were a team
Used to tell me we were married, that we'd never need the rings
Had me thinkin we were straight but I guess I couldn't see
Now I may not be your man but you're still gon be my queen
And I might've lost your love but I kept the memories yeah
Yeah I kept the memories yeah
Yeah I kept the memories yeah
Yeah, yeah yeah
And now I sit here thinking everything you said was feign
I wonder if it's you or i'm the one to blame
Every time you walkin by, I ain't see you the same
And every single smile got me askin was it fake
My momma always told me that we learn from our mistakes
My dad forever taught me some are gon be worth the pain
It's not just the trust, the faith, but my brain
A second chance ain't meanin that my thoughts are gonna change
That my thoughts are gonna fade
That my thoughts are gonna drain
That my thoughts'll go away
Now I want the words from someone else
I want em from their heavens baby not your hell
I want em from the skies baby not the grounds
Now i'm flyin high yeah I'm in the clouds
I'm in the clouds yeah I'm in the cloud i'm in the clouds yeah
They've been tellin me I gotta stick to fate
I been tellin them that nothin seems the same
I been drinkin I'm faded
Got the drugs and they laced
Double cup til I'm lazy
I'm so gone that your fazed
This ain't the me that you faced
The one that my parents raised
It's the one you created
This the life you debated
It's the picture you painted
And the time that you wasted
Wish I could copy and paste it
Now your out well I lay here yeah
Now your out well I lay here yeah yeah
And now I sit here thinking everything you said was feign
I wonder if its you or I'm the one to blame
Every time you walkin by, I ain't see you the same
And every single smile got me askin was it fake
My momma always told me that we learn from our mistakes
My dad forever taught me some are gon worth the pain
It's not just the trust, the faith, but my brain
A second chance ain't meanin that my thoughts are gonna change