It's so easy to rely on my own way
I fear I'm drowning in my intuition
This occurrence has blinded me so
From turning to You in times of trial
I don't know what to say, or what to do
I'm so afraid to give it to You
These false ultimatums strip my life away
I close the doors of opportunity
This burden won't seem to lift itself from me
Each door around me seems so promising
Yet at the same time are so deceiving
So I continue to strive for clarity
I feel alone, not wanting what I've been desiring all my life
Desiring what I fear; the choice this moment brings
I fear that when I make the choice, it won't turn out to be just right
Deep down I know this is ok, so I will jump and trust Your grace
Now I know what to say, and what to do
Now I've made the choice to give it to You
These false ultimatums begin to fade away
I open the door of opportunity