Framework - Solitude Lyrics

Somehow I ended up here this isn't how it was supposed to be
A smile on my face beneath lies the true pain
This mask will only last so long
Something's got a hold of me
So much more than I can see
I can feel it in my bones
And I know I'm not perfect
I never claim to be
Only you can see through me
I know sometimes it's out of my control
Can anyone hear me?
Longing searching I've lost my way
I can't pretend that I'm okay
Please believe me I've made up my mind
I can't go on without Your light
Something's got a hold of me
So much more than I can see
I can feel it in my bones
And I know I'm not perfect
I never claim to be
Only you can see through me
It's been such a long time
I can breathe tonight
I found my peace Lord knows I tried
Hold on hold tight I will wait for you
I'll live in Your name my solitude
Something's got a hold of me
So much more than I can see
I can feel it in my bones
And I know I'm not perfect
I never claim to be
Only you can see through me
Surrender