Francesca Wexler - suicide hotline blues Lyrics

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Busy smokin', tryin' not to smoke
Mama say I'm busy dyin slow
Sleepin' on my rifle, Lionel
Singin' to me through the dial tone
I live out lonely dreams and burn
I know someday, I'll have to learn
Go slow, say
I can carry you but not your ghost
You're ruining again, again, again, again, again
Again, again, again, again, again
You're ruining again, again and I can't pretend
How can I?
I can't pretend

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Ugh!

Pusherman, nigga where you been?
Wait- just a min', look, I can't feel a thing
Understand, I'm in a spin
Chasin' dragons like I'm six again, again
And I've had some imaginary friends, oh yeah
With dice for teeth and snake eyes like Eve's
I, I go so
Round the bend
Runnin' from these old ghosts and
Ruining again, again, again, again, again

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