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Hey, uh, it's me
I got your flowers
They're, they're sweet
The letter is"to my divine princess"
Anyway, I don't know how else to say this
But, I need to be honest with you about something
It's been running through my mind all day and I need to get it off my chest
I've been lying
Not just once either, but about a lot of things
I messed up bad
Stuff I didn't think mattered, or maybe I didn't want it to matter?
I don't know anymore, I know now that it does
Look I, I didn't call for sympathy
I, I called because I'm not sure what to do right now
I feel we're a hundred miles away yet only a few inches apart, vicious cycle
It's like reaching for a rose knowing the thorns will cut you but convincing yourself that the bloom is worth the pain
I don't know, we've both been caught in our own worlds
Both filled with magical wonder and awe
I hope we
I hope we come to realize our own fl, our own flaws
I don't want to fight anymore
I don't want to battle you anymore
The battles that we fight never matter if
I don't know, I'm rambling
You said I was controlling, maybe I am?
I admit I do tend to act a certain way
I never meant to treat you like a puppet
I guess that's all you were to me
I'm not even sure anymore
I'm sorry if this hurts you
I don't expect you to forgive me
I'm running in circles pretending the path will change
You deserve better
And I've accepted that you have no need for me
This sucks, I, I wish we could go back
What ever happened to us?
Is this addiction?
It's like, It's something I can't really explain
It's, It's like touching a flame knowing it will burn
But craving the warmth anyway
It's silly, like drinking poison hoping it will be sweeter this time
I'm sorry for dragging this voicemail, I gotta go
I guess some things just aren't meant to be polished, no matter how hard you try
Like lapis, beautiful sure, but it will always crumble under too much pressure
I'm sorry, I hope this starts a new beginning for you
Take care of yourself, okay?
I still love you, goodbye