Confetti Video (MV)

I'm trying to fake it
I'm trying to make it over myself again
I'm trying to save it
Trying to erase it
Oh, I left again
I'm trying to hold on to everything I ever believed in
I want to feel it
I'm not myself again

I could stay right here and tell myself I wasn't ready
Go get a million-dollar deal
They both are really heavy
Making plans that slip right through my hands just like confetti
We could get together. Make a baby if you're ready
Pretend I'm nothing special
Yeah, they both are really heavy
Making plans that slip right through my hands just like confetti

I see the rage and I get afraid
Lie to myself again
And when we make it, I try to fake it
Not enough again

Throwing up your hands like, "Am I not a man?"
Throwing up your hands like, "Am I not a man. Don't close your eyes. I wanna know why"

I could stay right here and tell myself I wasn't ready
Go get a million-dollar deal
They both are really heavy
Making plans that slip right through my hands just like confetti
We could get together. Make a baby if you're ready
Pretend I'm nothing special
Yeah, they both are really heavy
Making plans that slip right through my hands just like confetti

Are you a girl?
Are you a boy?
I'm not your girl
I'm not your boy

FREAK

I could stay right here and tell myself I wasn't ready
Go get a million-dollar deal
They both are really heavy
Can you love somebody with a mind full of confetti?

DADDY

We could get together. Make a baby if you're ready
Pretend I'm nothing special
Yeah, they both are really heavy
Making plans that slip right through my hands just like confetti