Frederick - Responsibilities Lyrics

I know that you never want me there (Mother Mary come to me I should let it be I swear)
I love you, but really I don't care (I'm the one who kept in touch, you know it isn't fair)
Ah
You don't want responsibility
You say you don't think it's good for me
I don't care what you think honestly

I'm not some type of responsibility
And don't pretend that I won't be there
In meringues and apple pies
Or when you cry

I don't want to hear you say my name
I know that it wouldn't sound the same
Look, sometimes I think I'm the one to blame
I wonder if you ever feel the same

After eleven days and nights
Somewhere in the dark of night
I can't see the light

Am I reckless or destructive?
I've been dreaming of my abduction
You make me hate love
I just can't let go of
Am I distant or delusional?
I know that you're not truthful
You lie without lying
Try without trying
I'm dying without dying