18 Years Video (MV)

I find it funny to laugh at sad movies, cuz I can't handle the pain
And my sense of humor's kinda messed up, but aren't we all just a little sane?
And everyone says, 'Jacob, there's a special place for you in Hell'
But the joke's on them cuz the Devil himself told me I wasn't allowed

Breath me in and spit me out
You can tell me what I am and tell me what I'm not, but that is not what this is about
Build your walls and shut me out
'It's all you've done for eighteen years so kid, why stop it now'

I don't really have a lot of friends, cuz one or two is all ya need
But when I've got probs with no one around I need to count on somebody
And I'm singing these songs every night, cuz it's supposed to heal the pain
But I forgot I can't feel that too, and you've probably never heard me sing

Breath me in and spit me out
You can tell me what I am and tell me what I'm not, but that is not what this is about
Build your walls and shut me out
'It's all you've done for eighteen years so kid, why stop it now'