Someday I will seek out your heart and I will not divide it.
Pull together each separate part and make it one again.
Too long that I've been gone, terrified of wrecking all my friendships one by one.
Judging me for what I have not done.
It's just a river, a current.
It's just a heartbeat out of time.
And I'm afraid I'll lose you all the time.
And I'm afraid I'll lose you all the time.
A clock loses the turn of its hands, but time keeps ticking over.
The tightness of a task that is heavier now the list is longer
Too long that I've been gone, terrified of not getting things done
And every day there is still less time to do it in.
It's just a river, a current.
It's just a heartbeat out of time.
And I'm afraid I'll lose you all the time.
And I'm afraid I'll lose you all the time.
The overflow when it all gets too much.
Flat to the bed, but looking at an open door.
It's just a river, a current.
It's just a heartbeat out of time.
And I'm afraid I'll lose you all the time.
And I'm afraid I'll lose you all the time.