Ay, I'm back in here writing shit just like notes in a journal
I been smoking that purple, it got me slow like a turtle
Still you know I'm gettin' shit done I can't be goin' in circles
Got to make it over them hurdles, get in my zone like commercials
And I won't lie
I been strugglin' with it still but I'll be damned if I don't try
Can't forget the pain I been through, all them days I could only cry
That shit was f*ckin' real, you see it in my f*ckin' eyes
I'll never be the same but one thing that won't change is I'ma rise
Time and time again
Just like I did before
I know the sky gon' clear if I stick with this like a code
I'm drownin' out my thoughts with loud, that's 808s and dope
And turnin' up just like I'm at the club 'cause that's just all I know
Bitch, I'm 'bout to shut this shit down, break the ceilin
Turn up like the club with my sound, I wan' feel it
Yeah, I'm on that loud, blowin' clouds, I don't conceal it
Just tryin' to have some fun and wild out, I'm still spillin
My soul when I spit, 'cause I can't forget that
I never sold it for shit, even when I's set back
And I know I ain't perfect, shit, I love to take drugs
But I keep my dream alive and keep my music 'bout the love, yeah
Yeah
No, I can't forget this shit
After everything I've been through I can see it's evident
Got to keep this shit alive or I'ma sink like sediment
Know this world gets f*cking cold and pain is more than prevalent
Got me takin' medicine
Goin' over my regimen
Tryin' not to spiral out and get lost in my head again
'Cause the more I think the more this world just seems malevolent
But I know deep down the light is real, it's just not always eminent
That's why I try my best to love
Even when I'm full of hate
'Cause I know it all comes back and what you do can't be erased
It's hard though when you're in it, when everything's up in your face
Still I got to remind myself be smart so it don't perpetuate
'Cause I been through enough, I swear to god this shit been rough
Want to see everybody winnin, grinnin, just livin' it up
Swear I don't give a f*ck about the dollars or the stuff
I just want the fulfilment and some of that good shit in my cup, turn it up
Bitch, I'm 'bout to shut this shit down, break the ceilin
Turn up like the club with my sound, I wan' feel it
Yeah, I'm on that loud, blowin' clouds, I don't conceal it
Just tryin' to have some fun and wild out, I'm still spillin
My soul when I spit, 'cause I can't forget that
I never sold it for shit, even when I's set back
And I know I ain't perfect, shit, I love to take drugs
But I keep my dream alive and keep my music 'bout the love, yeah