I told my momma don't worry
I'm going through some pain
But it'll gone inna hurry
No this don't concern you
Said imma grown man
Gotta live up to my word then
Swerving
Losing control
Time to grab the wheel
Only me in this car
I Gotta do it on my own
Don't look at me as goals
Far from a role model
Still look good in clothes
Me and cus just chopped it up onna phone
Good convo bout a hour 30 long
Venting to the nigga
Damn near turned into a song
Ima room filled with people
Somehow still fill alone
Paper za and grabba
Help me get into my zone
The reason we gone get ahead we
Nigga the reason we gone get ahead
We doing what they won't
The reason we gon get ahead
We doing what they don't
They like you always going through Problems yeah I know
I know imma star
Ra shine everywhere he go
But Im still going hard
Cant let it ruin my ego
Plenty times I was f*cked up
And I ain't let nobody know
My girl and my mother got the same problems with me
It ain't their fault I got a lot of truma in me
Everywhere I go i bring the same problems with me
But still keep my head up
Eyes to the ceiling
Turn away from the hurt so my eyes won't feel it
Had to ask my girl why am I so appealing
I did you so foul how you stay but you stayed on pivot
What do you see in me sometimes I really don't get it
Sometimes I gotta shake my head at the dumb shit that I do
A lot of new pain that a nigga going through
But it's not for everybody just between me and
Between me and you
Keep a loaded gun
But my mind is my weapon
If I run outta thoughts
Then this nine is my preference
They be like what the f*ck is 9
That's Essex
Ill hill
Went to Mount Vernon
West end