Neon Signs Video (MV)

I'm breaking every promise I made to myself
What a shame
That my name leaves a bad taste in your mouth
Been thinking a lot about you
Kiss the bottle like the lips
Of a high school friend I knew
And it's all dawning on me now
Life's caught up to say:
"Hey how are you doing? Let me stab you in the stomach"
These streets have led me in circles
A hazy drowning of purpose
I'm so far under the surface
I might as well sink
Can you tell me what was the point?
Of the touch? Of the sleep?
Can you tell me what is the point I'm missing
Cause I still stay up every night
Rearranging all my life
From dotted notes to coded lines
I want to understand why I'm still
Passing under hanging signs
Neon blue or otherwise
There is truth but I won't find it