Friends For Sale - Sweet Amberline Lyrics

And this December, yeah, I will remember
Every little thing you said
And how it made me feel
And all the little sounds you made
When we kissed and lay on the ground
Last fall
Deep cuts and black bruises
All something one chooses
But it's the wrong choice
Vodka and needles
Are now your lifestyle
And all of the while
It's making me cry tonight
Sweet Amberline, caught up in the scene
Never saw it coming, died at 18
She crumbled to pieces, just like I am now
I still haven't lost it, only God knows how
And I sing for you sweetly, my hearts on the stage
I tried to write another line, but there's a tear on the page
And I've had enough, I'm giving up
Black clothes and sad faces
Your arms crossed with laces
I'm losing myself, in the back of the room
They hold me and hug me
But it doesn't help me
The only embrace I wanted
Was yours
Everything started melting!
I felt nothing but numbness!
Inside my head, I couldn't hear what anyone said
I fell to the floor screaming, this horrible feeling!
I want to be alone!
I want to be alone!
Sweet Amberline, caught up in the scene
Left me suicidal at only 18
I crumbled to pieces, it's more than I can stand
I can't take it anymore, a gun in my hand
And I sing for you sweetly, my heart's filled with rage!
I tried to write a last line, but I tore up and burned the page!
And I've had enough!
I'm giving up!
Right now
Right now!