Friends For Sale - The Dividing Line Lyrics

At first things were better
We kissed almost every night
Lust more than emotion
But everything felt alright
Then there came a day where
You said I felt more like a chore
You didn't let me go, no no no
You just said you wanted more...
Then all affection stopped
And you moved in someone else
I was given my own room
All alone with just my guilt
I'll never admit that I'm jealous
Although you knew it before
Because now I never talk
And I stay locked behind my door

Am I close to the divide?
Did you have something else in mind?
Am I worth it at all?
I can hear it from the hall

You say you still care about me
You remind me all the time
It seems like everyone I meet
Is another reason I feel guilty about wanting to die
I see you kiss their lips
And it makes me numb inside
I don't know how it is I feel
But I don't feel alive
It hurt more at first
But then it sunk in my head
That the only comfort I had now
Was alcohol and an empty bed
And one night we talked and started to cry
And I knew not what to do
You said to me "I love you"
And I could only say "Thank you very much..."

I think I'm past the dividing line
You don't need me in your life
I'm not worth it at all
An empty bottle, one missed call!
I'm not worth it at all...
I can hear it through the walls...
Do you care, do you really?
I don't think you do
I know you...
I know you...
This is something you'd do....