Friends For Sale - The End of Summer Lyrics

Your room was shrouded in pale blue lights
Fighting the dark near your grey-green eyes
The moment you said never felt more right
Your gloved fingers then slid between mine

Your lips made it harder to think
Your tongue tasted like energy drinks
You were so fearless in a room without doors
The hum of the A/C covered up the noise

The morning after you seemed far away
Silent with words we don't want to say
You shoved me away then, after we kissed
I can't help but wonder, is there something I missed?

Then I felt my heart stop the last week of June
She called me and told me that terrible news
That year I walked slower and stared at my shoes
Because everywhere I looked, there were pictures of you

And I will hate Summer for the rest of my life
Those three years of winter buried me alive
My friends all have given up or exhaled their minds
And the voice in my head says we'll never be alright

The months melted away as we numbed ourselves
Until we forgot everything we felt
And we must all look so goddamn pathetic
Drowning in our watered down anesthetics

I want to feel something!
I forgot how to function!
Now I think I'm giving in!
I can't take much more!