Call My Own Video (MV)

Lately I've been at an all time low
Like I've been on the road and i aint got nowhere to go
Slowly I'm runnin' out of places I can call my own
Cause now I got all of these demons here that share my home
And i
Feel like I've been underwater for a while now
Got one breath left to take until ill drown
And I've been runnin' out of gas for a few miles now
Clock behind me to remind me time is climbing down
Time is always climbing
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't
Dying on the inside
This is what it feels like to
Almost be everything
That you wanted but
Be constantly reminded of
Everything that your not yet
I feel like I'm dying every second
Somebody call the police no
I can't control my aggression
In silence, I can't find peace
And I keep on asking the question
Am I meant to just be me or
Does my life have some intention (Yuh)
Last time ill be back again but
You can play my track again
Wait a minute
Count to ten
I dont have that time to waste
I am grinding every day
Working hard in every way
Except in school but I get good grades
Maybe one day I will make it
Until then I've got to fake it
Until everything is worth it
I will just pretend its working
I can not afford to think
The future will not work out
Cause for all I know one day ill be
Performing for the big crowds
Despite all of my doubts
I can't give up now
Because then what would the point be
I can't give up now