Falling Again Video (MV)

Spent years like this
So I don't feel the pain
But I'm still insane
Pull the Glock in the rain
Pull the trigger at my brain
But since I hit the vein
No, I ain't bin the same
If you hate me take aim
I'll probably still take the blame
Y'all already knocked me down
No, I ain't in your way
But y'all still firing on me
And I'm not ok
I'm losing my mind
Yeah, I'm going insane
I'm moving backward
But still, here I remain
I'm moving backward
But I'm stuck in this hell
You were my escape
But now you're the cell
Yeah these walls around me
They keep me from you
The people on the outside
They care what we do
They don't understand
I wanna be here with you
So now they all judge
Cause they're pink and I'm blue
Your just one of them
But I won't believe it's true
I'm stuck in denial
And I'm falling again