Lost Count Video (MV)

And the only thing I miss is knowing I'd be getting a phone call from a familiar voice
One to ask me how I was, and to give me love. It's a mighty shame, you had to play your games...
You just had to play your games again

Suffocate on your lies and your selfish tendencies
Let me kiss your lungs, only to find a black hole in your chest in your mind
See the darkness, see the light?
No matter what, you'll always be blind

I see you in every dream, I see you in every scene to every movie, to every line in every song
I think I just can't take it, wash the walls with my love
Paint your walls with my tattered hope, with my tattered spirit
I just don't know

Suffocate on your lies and your selfish tendencies
Let me kiss your lungs only to find a black hole in your chest, in your mind
See the darkness, see the light?
No matter what, you'll always be blind

I can't regret it, I can't forget it. Only you can, it's just that easy
It's only like forgetting the grass grows
It's only like forgetting, forgetting about me
Toss me along like your little puppet, as you wait for the next victim

Things have changed, not me, you
Pick up the pieces, my shattered mirror
Look at the pieces into my soul, you will find nothing but emptiness because this was your home
You'll always belong here

I wish I could forget, forget your f*cking name
I wish I could regret, regret your f*cking fame

I see you in every dream, I just wish that I could sleep
How do you sleep at night, knowing I'm here?
How do you live with yourself...

Let me repeat myself, I wish I could forget, forget your f*cking name
Why do people throw pennies on the ground?
Because they're f*cking worthless