Nervous Energy Video (MV)

After four days I came home
I washed the sad away like I always do
And after two days I couldn't get clean
I guess I'll never be ready to leave
And I'm every bit as full of shit as you think I am
I just hope you think that that's OK

But who said anything about nervous energy?
Cus I'm scared and exhausted from always over-thinking
And who said anything about nervous energy?
Cus I've slept twelve hours every night this week

No where's ever made me feel quite so ill at ease
Like I was an inconvenience to an entire city
I guess that's ok, not everywhere is made for me
Just think it'd be better if I leave
And in a calm and quiet way this is the most terrified I've ever been
A silent nervous energy bouncing off the walls of my brain

But who said anything about nervous energy?
Cus I'm scared and exhausted from a total lack of sleep
And who said anything about nervous energy?
Cus I'd give anything to stay in bed the entire week

And now all my friends are a twenty hour flight away from me
And now my friends are ten hours ahead
And now all my friends are a twenty hour flight away from me
And everyone here is lovely but I'm too scared to speak
And now all my friends are a twenty hour flight away from me
And now my home is six months away