Frozen Willow - october Lyrics

I'll bet you can't tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel
You've never actually stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling; seen that
If I ask you about women, you'd probably give me a syllabus about your personal favorites
You may have even been laid a few times
You don't know about real loss, 'cause it only occurs when you've loved something more than you love yourself
But you can't tell me what it feels like to wake up next to a woman and feel truly happy
Dim lit lights in my heart
I should've known better than to waste my years on a feeling
Legs out the trunk of the car
Counting every bit of dark between the stars
Said i'm on my own from here
She thought she knew where i was at
Never asked me once
Where my minds been living
I don't think i was in love
I was just chasing a feeling
Get me high
Just to make it through October
Another year past
And i'm still off the map
Funny how i feel alright then lose composure
Tell me when the f*ck do i get love that lasts
Dim lit lights in my heart
I should've known better than to waste my years on a feeling
Legs out the trunk of the car
Counting every bit of dark between the stars