So close, so far
Close my eyes and crash my car
Fantasies of self-esteem
Eyes closed forever so I can dream
Remain unheard
Better off unseen
I feel used up
I feel unclean
You told me that I hate myself
More than I could ever love you
Well, I guess that's true
But I feel like it's your fault, too
You told me that I hate myself
More than I could ever love you
Well, I guess that's true
But I feel like it's your fault, too
I'm coming soon to meet my end
I'm overdue
Another chapter is written
Scrapped and thrown into the trash bin
Rewrite everything
Then tear it out again
My world is a temple built on sand
Shifting with the wind
And now I have to start over
Each and every day I'm in
A maze of perception
I'm disassociating
I can't find
A cure
But I'm disintegrating
So close, so far
Close my eyes and crash my car
Fantasies of self-esteem
Eyes closed forever so I can dream
Remain unheard
Better off unseen
I feel used up
I feel unclean
I feel unclean
You told me that I hate myself
More than I could ever love you
Well, I guess that's true
I feel like it's your fault, too
I'm coming soon to meet my end
I'm overdue
You told me that I hate myself
More than I could ever love you
Well, I guess that's true
I feel like it's your fault, too
I'm coming soon to meet my end
I'm overdue
I feel unclean