Fruitfly - Agoraphobia Lyrics

Can't control the weather
Can't control the way it makes you feel
Keeping it together
But every day is feeling more surreal
Breaking under pressure
Like cracks around the edges of the seal
Harsh lights
Long nights
Dull knives
Short lives
Make this right
I can't take another sleepless night
Living artificial neon lies
Stay confined and then we'll
Never have to see the sun again
Lonely on the weekends
Never been the best at keeping friends
Falling off the deep end
Spouting shit that no one understands
Now I'm feeling stupid
And wishing I could do it all again
Necks arched
Fresh starts
Spare parts
Dead hearts
Make this right
I can't take another sleepless night
Living artificial neon lies
Stay confined and then we'll
Never have to see the sun again
I think I'm just too nervous
Trying to find a way back to the surface
Lock myself away without a purpose
Wondering if anything is worth it
Still can't help but feel like I deserve this
Maybe tomorrow it'll work
Staying up all night
Just to feel like I at least have
Some control of something in my life
Isn't right
And it might be fine
If it's not my time I guess I'll
Spend another day or two inside
Maybe til I die
One more night
Mind at war and body paralyzed
Indecision feeling petrified
Psychoanalytic pesticide
Sent by anything I can't define
Paranoia feeling terrified
Fears unfounded and unjustified
Say goodbye and then we'll
Never have to see the sun again
No no no