I been out here on my own tryna grind
I been out here on my own tryna shine
I been out here on my own
Getting you out my mind
Tryna get better times
Gotta get those times off my mind
Everytime you told me those lies
I just wanna cry
Gotta be a bigger guy
It's only you
I gotta tell the truth
I been feeling blue
Can't get you off my mind
You been thinking bout me
All these time
Whyd you lie
I was by your side
I always f*ckin ride
You made me wanna die
I took a knife right to my heart
And then I f*cking sliced
Yaya
I been fighting all these demons all the time
Every night I been losing my mind
I'm going insane
I just wanna put a nine mill
Right through my brain
Yaya
Shawty wanna play me
I can play the same game
I'ma f*ck up on all her friends
In the same day
Verse 2
My heart is melting
Going in n out of different size
I always question god
Always asking why
Why why why why
I try so hard
And get nothing in return
I wanna go back
But there's no point in return
I been thinking bout you all the time
Im so concerned
Ima buy you Burkin bag
Ima buy you bust down ring
Ima give you anything
I promise ima change your life
Ima make you my wife
All this time
I've just wanted you back in my life