FTOLIKAM - Say You Love Me (feat. JJ DGAF) Lyrics

Ayy, i got so much that some of y'all don't know I-I can't even speak about it
Just been going through some shit i just wanna talk about it right now
Say you love me, then it's f*ck me, then you leave me alone
Got so much shit up on my mind, can't even talk about it

All these drugs up in my system, know it got me gone
I need your lovin' all around, so baby, come on home
So much shit I seen, they did me wrong
Since you had left, I just been all alone

Late at night i'm smoking strong
I've been wishin' I could hit your phone
But I feel like you don't want me, so it's best
If I just stay from around here
I'm Just Hopin' that you hold it down

Deep in that water, hopin' I don't drown
All them niggas tryna take me out
But I Can't let them catch me out of bounds , deep in their my feelings
I've been on that loud, been so high feel like i'm in the clouds
So much murder deep inside that town
Been having pain ever since i was child, since a lil youngin i been living wild
Sometimes, it's hard for me to go and smile
Just gotta work until I make it out

I been needed help, I just let it spring up
Just need somebody for to talk to about my pain
Cause they can't hit me up
Man, I been going through it and I'm young

Stressing bad, I got all this f*ckin' smoke inside my lungs
All in my head, overthinkin', sometimes I just wanna be gone
I been feelin' so much pain, but now I don't feel it cause I'm numb
I'm tryna find me some peace, now, tryna get boy out the street

Chasin' the money, i ain't worried bout no beef, now
But I help my young nigga on creep, I stand on business
I'm tryna turn up the city, these niggas be like, wanna meet it
Bitch, you gon' feel it, bitch, you gon' feel it

Every shot that I take, all my young niggas be with it
Goddamn, better pray to Lord
Niggas keep on testin', I'ma send them to the stars
I been tryna hold on to myself

Paranoid, but I ain't scared, so I'm clutchin' on my roddddd
Say you love me, but it's for you, then you leave me alone
Got so much shit up on my mind, can't even talk about it
All these drugs up in my system, know it got me gone

Just needs your loving all around , so baby, come on home
So much shit I seen, they did me wrong
Since you had left i just been all alone
Up all night im smoking strong

Sometimes im wishing i could hit yo phone
Now feel like you don't want me now
So it's best if I just stay from round, i'm just hoping that you hold it down

But these people tryna bring me down

Yeah, I just got too much to my heart
I ain't know how to let it out
Just had to bring this song,
Yeah, yeahh