Fuchsia Delirium - Three Year Melancholy Lyrics

I look outside and look beyond the horizon
A brand new day is unveiling new times
Within my mind I wonder if I'll be graced
In the hours that will come
The morning light shines through the blinds
Another dragged on fight

I wander through the memories in my thoughts
Reminiscing the pain from the past
Before the night vanishes I make a wish
Towards the stars above
That happiness can place a crown upon my head

A tattered heart amidst the turmoil
Standing tall with blood flowing freely
In light of all the pain I found another self within the lush
Overcome the gripping tide and thrive beneath the calm

Knowing right from wrong
Confusion comes and dwells along
Refrain from losing face

Once had been thought my cold detachment
From the world that crushed fleeing hope
Believing my absorption nonexistent
And left to rot away
Those years have left me unstable
I can find a way

To live beyond these walls I've assembled
To now collect the hope and create
A vision most grand beyond the standard
Where all is set free
Familiar faces smiling
As I follow through

Years of misery have played hard on my soul
To find another life and abandon this caress
Held against my throat
Now I reverse the fight
Engage the blackened waves

Born into a war with curses dancing near
Relief had proved to be and impossible reality
A face hidden behind the clouds that couldn't care less
Poisoned to the bone
Unspoken and contained
Rotting with growth
Faith slipping through

Substances mesmerizing
Synaptic interruption
No identity

Justified anesthetic
Numb and distant to the clan
Humanistic tendencies
Calm has triggered abandonment
Found solace in anger's arms
Instilling fear in those you love
When we defy your caustic reign
You claim the fault is not your own
Still I find you in my mind
Figure supposed to be divine
A demon among men
I refuse to share the blood
I've learned to live without your face
Thoroughly disgraced
I've left the love I had behind
Another step to free this bind

Floating steadily
Breathless in the blue
Sparrow in my sight
Set her wings aflame
We spiral to the sea

A love that's built to fail
Brought forth my hands
And I feel so ashamed
Apologies
Goodbye

Aimless in the fray
Speechless
Confined to myself
I found I can't conform
Roads of vines and thorns
I can't be like the rest
I can't live this way
Defy the shame
I can't live like this
Must discover self
And learn to live
Six palms outstretched near
Comfort in their presence
Short steps towards freedom

I look outside and look beyond the horizon
A brand new day is unveiling new times
I know the path ahead is treacherous
The hurt will never cease
But I'll keep my hope alive
I'll never give up