Full Bloom - Despise Lyrics

Another night alone
I lay awake on my own
This doubt is running through my mind
But there's nobody at home
After all this time
It's never let me go, and I think it's starting to show

Each day just takes its toll
And I can't admit that I'm sick
No hope will make me whole
I'm nothing, I'm nothing without this

Out of reach
Somewhere trapped inside
My chest became a cage
And now I'm locked inside
When did I become?
Everything, that I despise

So why do I
Listen to these thoughts, they're so hollow
I feel like giving up cause there's nowhere to go
Tell me it's all in my head
But now it won't be left unsaid

Out of reach
Somewhere trapped inside
My chest became a cage
And now I'm locked inside
When did I become?
Everything, that I despise

Out of reach
I'm locked inside
When did I become
What I despise