R u Up? Video (MV)

Are you up? Cause I'm hard and stoned
This last line's got me on you like a dog on a bone
I'm real twitchy, won't stop checking my phone
It's been a couple nights and I don't wanna sleep alone

It's always something in my tone
And it's always on your terms
Do we ever ever learn, do we ever?
No never
That's what I get for acting kinda clever

And now my faith's lost
If there was ever something like that
I've backtracked enough
I've smirked and I've scoffed
It's gotten to the point in which no one listens anymore
And I just couldn't care less

How can it always be something I've said?
I'm tossing and turning and sweating in my bed
I'd rather drop dead before going through this all again
That's my time gladly spent

You always find me so tasteless
Remember way back when we used to leave each other breathless
But we were so careless

And now the jokes fly right over your head
You used to laugh and now you say they're not funny instead
Been hanging from a thread trynna make sense
You make things harder than they need to be

How can it always be something I've said?
I'm tossing and turning and sweating in my bed
I'd rather drop dead before going through this all again
That's my time gladly spent

Yeah now and then
I tend to fall in love with some of my friends
And if I could I'd do it over again and again and again and again and again
That's my time gladly spent

I've said no to some girls because of you
But now I've found some time to think things through
I act like I do, but I've never got a clue
And I'd love to get along, but we just never do
Yeah yeah
I've spent my nights in sorrow
I've looked back, I've seen you go
You've told me so and I've felt so-so
And if I love you it's cause it's not tomorrow