I'm not dying till I drive a Maserati
Down Mulholland on a Friday evening
Listening to Sade
With the baddest bitch I know right next to me
80 feeling lovely
I'm going 90 in the summer on the highway
F*ck it, gun it
Hit a hundred twenty
Lose my grip
Spin it swerve
Running off the over pass
Pray to god this shit will work
That I won't wake up in hospital
Startling some nurse
Familial curse
Depression and addiction
Shit whatever works
To give me intermission
Should've listened when they told me don't start
Cause by the time you wanna quit this shit will have your heart
A starving artist
Not some lonely dude just longing for a better view when looking out bedroom window
Will I see it through?
Or will I tragically pass and have all my loved ones asking if there was anything they more they would have had to do?
Know it wasn't your fault
I'm just a human
Who's used about every ounce his strength left for the music
I'm gone
My mind it flies like a rocket
I always think out of pocket
I hit myself in eye socket
My brain is like a pickpocket
I do not know how to stop this
I think it's fear versus logic
I find relief with demonics
I know it's so very toxic
Burst bubbles I want to pop it
Then fumble I love to drop it
Cheers then party about it
Steer through peers damn it's crowded
Y'all so fake it's so lousy
Spilled your drink on your blouse
Wish you stayed at your house
Instead of going all out