I'm a mess
Night after night, counting drink after drink
But I always seem to find you
In the fourth, and my spine in the sixth
I didn't know who you were
But I knew that it would end like this
I'm a mess and I've learned
Through a blur that you can't feel regret
If you don't feel alive
With you I always had a feeling of home I had never known before
But this home was built on lies and negligence, and never for us
If that is where my heart has gone, I never want to see it again
The house that we built, the walls have caved in
It will never harbour life again
Only ghosts of those long lost
Haunting the dust filled rooms
They will never harbour love again
Backstabber
Heartbreaker
I'll spend the rest of my life in the gutter
Asking why the f*ck I ever let you in
I'm a mess
Night after night, counting drink after drink
But I want to break my f*cking neck
So I never have to feel anything for you again
And everything you said
Will never mean a thing
Just a pinch of sand
In your hourglass hands
If you are where my heart has gone
Then I never want to see it again
A forked tongue wrapped around your halo
And the snake wrapped around your throat
To you, it's just words and to me, you're a deadweight
To you, it's just words and to me, you're a deadweight
Deceiver
You had me blinded with a promise that you couldn't keep
We sang the same song but always to a different tune
To you, they're just words, like the fake ones that you spew
To me, to me it's f*cking misery