contemplation in your hands Video (MV)

I stirred the pot like I wasn't the one cooking
For two
I know you're not gonna be looking for me
Once we're through
I threw us away (away)
Oh wow, so easily (easily)
That sounds like something you might say right now
If you were next to me (oh, oh)
If you were next to me (oh, oh)
Oh, I'm so sorry
This wasn't meant to be
Put on one shoe and then the other
One foot out the door and one staying in
I could tell you everything, but I'm not used to being genuine
I made you out to be an enemy
And someone that is there for me
I know that-
I'm going back on my words
I know it hurts
For both of us
I really got us cuffed
Bed frame
Insane
In the first place (place)
And in the worst ways (ways)
I know I'm two-faced (I know I'm two-faced)
It's so
Sad to realize I'm a disgrace
It must-
It must-
Suck to live with the fact I'm in your face
Constantly (constantly)
Wondering (wondering)
When I can (when I can)
Get up and leave
It's so
Sad to realize I'm a disgrace
It must-
It must-
Suck to live with the fact I'm in your face
Constantly
Wondering
When I can
Get up and leave
I really want to go
You know I always run from you
That's why I got holes in my shoes
It's why I'll always lose
I'll never face the truth
Contemplate what's the use
Contemplate what's the use
What's the use if I'm not able to be better
(what's it to you)
Why must you stick around when we both said we don't need each other
(oh-oh)
If I was you, I'd contemplate why I'm screwed
(what's it to you)
And then I'd leave because I'm notorious for leaving you
(oh-oh)
(oh-oh)