Sad Gen Video (MV)

I used to think every year got better;
That doesn't happen anymore
We used to hang out very often;
I haven't seen you in a while
And everyone wants me to be something;
All I'd like to do is smile
I've lost my happiest memories;
I'll never be as happy as before
But my worries are just silly nonsense;
Often enough, I want everything to scram
Nobody cares anyway
And this chorus reminds me of another song
Never really knew what 'time' meant
But I'd like to have some more
And I don't really wanna be alone
But I prefer it anyway
And every day's a Monday;
Feeling shitty every day
Why does anything exist?
What even is life anymore?
But my worries are just silly nonsense;
Often enough, I want everything to scram
Everybody cares anyway
And this chorus reminds me of another song
I used to think everything got better;
But it doesn't anymore