Folded Video (MV)

Destroying my body one weekend at a time
It's wasted days and video games and never going outside
I feel stupid for the things I took for granted
I had it all and I fumbled my advantage
I hope one day I won't fold at the first sign of trouble
When I won't be the worst, and be a person you deserve
I wanna look out the window and believe you can count on me
You can count on me
You can count on me
Do you wanna get married, could I be that kind of guy
I just complain about wanting to change, have I ever really tried
I hide behind this shield of self awareness
But that's not an excuse for being selfish
There's no excuse for being like this
And it might be time to face it
Was I always this complacent
I can see the ones I've let down
I can see the gifts I've wasted
I can't be like this forever
Can I pull myself together
I'm not getting any younger
Would it kill me to be better
I hope one day I won't fold at the first sign of trouble
When I won't be the worst, and be a person you deserve
I wanna look out the window and believe you can count on me
You can count on me
You can count on me