Futura Free - Home Screen Lyrics

I'm trying to tell some kind of story
I have no antagonist to fight
I need a cheap way to create conflict
Cause I'm so sure I'm in the right
And I exist inside this box
Was there an option to think outside it
I used to go everywhere with my headphones on
But now I think I prefer the quiet
I'll take it as it comes or I'll go insane
Invest in things with no return in hopes that things will change
And I'll dissolve until the only thing that's left
Is whatever I leave on the internet
I don't need to make it a project
Not everything is just a grind
Why is success always the measure
Of what I did with all my time
But if I choose to then do nothing
Then it's a day that's gone to waste
And I wind up just feeling stupid
For somehow wanting it both ways
I wanna sink down in the earth, I wanna see it all
From the home screen of my phone, I've never felt so small
I've never felt so powerless, I've never felt so dumb
I'm hoping everyday that I'm the only one
But I don't know
I don't know
I'll take it as it comes or I'll go insane
Invest in things with no return in hopes that things will change
And I'll dissolve until the only thing that's left
Is whatever I leave on the internet