[ Featuring Brian Bracken ]
1st Verse
Ay yo, I'm usually a pessimistic,
But yo this blue funk has me twisted
Can't seem to kick this... inconsistent ill behavior
Momma always said the little things you should savor
I'm drowning in my sorrows with a Razor on the table
Thoughts unstable as I grapple with my own betrayal
On the rails on the fence feeling numb if that makes sense
Down and out in the dirt can't find my way through dis trench
I'm just going through the motions
I'm Treading water in the ocean
To keep my head above the water drugs and alcohol to cope with my disorder
Never sober keeps me stronger just a little longer ,
Long enough to keep me calmer, flustered from the dramas
Oughta consider me some product
Now I'm hopped up in a daze my mind in a maze
I pray to god, heavens above this is just a faze
Chorus
I feel it every night and day
Wondering if it ever goes away
Oh wonder if I'm never going to say
Well see you later to this living in this Blue Funk
Everybody tryin talk control,
Oh but they livin in this rock n roll
Or every minute feelin touch and go
When you're spinning in the middle of this Blue Funk
2nd Verse
Between the darkness And my doubt I hesitate
To make mistakes And wipeout
Burning the candle At both ends Till lights out
I Ask the questions That make sense Like why now
Will I find out Why'm I behind how Am I taking this lying down
For Crying out loud Can't get the voices to quiet down
Wait. This weighs too much This weight is way too much
Heavy load unbearable For my soul crushed Froze up Stuck
I know the smoke is a crutch Helps me to focus on stuff
Cope with broken and rough Man I just I hope it's enough
Please help me Jesus I'll start believing
Blue funk season Me and my demons
Lord make it ease up Mentally I sieze up Physically I freeze up
Everyone talks Nobody knows So many sistas So many bros
Smothered in love Nobody shows
Chorus
I feel it every night and day
Wondering if it ever goes away
Oh wonder if I'm never going to say
Well see you later to this living in this Blue Funk
Everybody tryin talk control,
Oh but they livin in this rock n roll
Or every minute feelin touch and go
When you're spinning in the middle of this Blue Funk
Yeah X8
3rd Verse
This chapters of my life has been a challenge, bringing balance
Need to focus on addressing this depression I can manage,
Tackle with tacitly and Grit to try to Coexist
Ease up on myself when I slip or misstep
Ya, I ain't going down that hill, I lost my thrill
Considered jumping off blueberry hill
Here's the deal , making sure my mind in a better state,
No longer contemplate ideations that will seal my fate
I Articulate Before it's too late Before it all escalates
And elevates into a problematic state I'll find someone who relates
Spark an oral debate The inner quarrel with my morals
I can never escape It's like I Hesitate Every single time that I face
The man in the mirror Couldn't be clearer
Feeling farther the nearer I get
Harder to bear my regret Harder to hear what you said
Father I need you again
Chorus
I feel it every night and day
Wondering if it ever goes away
Oh wonder if I'm never going to say
Well see you later to this living in this Blue Funk
Everybody tryin talk control,
Oh but they livin in this rock n roll
Or every minute feelin touch and go
When you're spinning in the middle of this Blue Funk
Yeah X15
