I told myself I wouldn't care,
But now I'm drowning in the air, yeah
I see you smiling far away and I can't take another day, yeah
You are not here, why do I feel so bad
You are with him, why do I feel so bad
It was my choice, why do I feel so bad
I want you to have him, why do I feel so bad
You are so happy, why do I feel so bad
What a bad, what a bad, what a bad life
I'm that silly, feel so sick, but that's me,
Only me and my life, only my life, my life
Only my life and on again
My life the same story
Running in circles, no way out
I'll change no doubt, no doubt
I keep on losing in my life, life
I'm losing in my life
I'm running in my life
I'm changing in my life
You are not here, why do I feel so bad
You are with him, why do I feel so bad
It was my choice, why do I feel so bad
I want you to have him, why do I feel so bad
You are so happy, why do I feel so bad
What a bad, what a bad, what a bad life
I'm that silly, feel so sick, but that's me,
Only me and my life, only my life, my life