FYM Q - Lovers' Poem Lyrics

At first I didn't want you, then you said that you'd change
Are you back for real this time, are you playing them games
You slid back, cause you want me beat it out of the frame
You violate, I hit your spot, then it thunder rain
You say you back, till the summer, then the summer came
I know we pieced it up last time, then the drama came
I know every time you come back, it never feel the same
You not the victim, I'm the victim, you ain't feel the pain
I'm on these tracks, just talking like it's me and you
Relationships, hard work, you gotta see it through
When you told me you was pregnant, I ain't need the proof
But he said you his girl, and he believe it too
Is that the one that you f*ck with? I know you got a man
Cause I see y'all both in public, that's the nigga you in love with
Or the nigga that you stuck with, this your final chance
Why you running around with him when you know I'm your man

Yeah, I said you can't waste my time, I told you that
You said you wanted peace and love, I showed you that
You went around and told them lies, I called that cap
Still bringing that shit from the past, I thought we settled that
Is it me, can you decide? You too busy playing games, ain't got the time
Red flags, I really ignore the signs
We couldn't be together, admit it, at least we tried

Yeah, look, I wanna be in love with nobody to love
Now I get my fun out of tricking and depositing funds
Been outside lately, but really, my options are none
Just cause we taking a break, it don't really mean that we done
And now I'm on my last lap, I done checked BLK, Tinder, Bumble
And I'm past that, only thing there is Onlyfan links and Cashapps
Plus I don't think imma find love hitting hoes on Snapchat
Hard to find love when you got too much pride to backtrack
And say you was wrong, better off in a song
Wrote this one last week when I was sitting all alone
Seeing numbers I can't text when I was scrolling through my phone
Social media check couple bitches nothing on
Who the f*ck got your back when you the friend that's strong
Ayy, heartbreak turned to insomniac
Dream girl moving on, how I'm supposed to stomach that

Yeah, I said you can't waste my time, I told you that
I said I wanted peace and love, I showed you that
You went around and told them lies, I called that cap
Still bringing that shit from the past, I thought we settled that
Is it me, can you decide
You too busy playing games, ain't got the time
Red flags, I really ignore the signs
We couldn't be together, admit it, at least we tried