G0D$eNT - nothingeverlastslong Lyrics

I be falling apart 'cause that's the outcome
I'll stay following your heart y'all thinking "How dumb"
I just bought me a bottle and now I'll down some
I just popped me a lot and I'm thinking "How come?"
I just got me a milli off of a trash song
I be tryna go big it won't take me that long
I just f*cked on your bitch tell me is that wrong?
All the money I get is never gon' last long
All the women I'm with call me an asshole
I been hella alone up in my castle
Feel like I've been restrained up with some shackles
'Cause my life is a maze, my mind's a black hole
And I won't be the same until you kill me
There are not many things I know that thrill me
Say you wish I was dead, but girl I will be
If your love were a crime, you know I'm guilty
I mean there's like
There's nothing I can do anymore
Like I've been trying, and I've been trying and I've been trying
But It's like everything I do is wrong
And I, don't know what to do to fix it
Like
I just don't understand it
Because I'm trying as hard as I f*cking can for this girl, but-
It's like everything I do is wrong
And, I just don't f*cking understand, you know what I mean?
Like I- I just don't f*cking understand it
I be falling apart 'cause that's the outcome
I'll stay following your heart y'all thinking "How dumb"
I just bought me a bottle and now I'll down some
I just popped me a lot and I'm thinking "How come?"
I just got me a milli off of a trash song
I be tryna go big it won't take me that long
I just f*cked on your bitch tell me is that wrong?
All the money I get is never gon' last long
All the women I'm with call me an asshole
I been hella alone up in my castle
Feel like I've been restrained up with some shackles
'Cause my life is a maze, my mind's a black hole
And I won't be the same until you kill me
There are not many things I know that thrill me
Say you wish I was dead, but girl I will be
If your love were a crime, you know I'm guilty