I can't even think of a new life
Going around dressing fancy suit and tie
I don't really wanna know what it feels like
To be rich and lost in that good life
Do you wanna show me some
I'm not in the mood to be up all night
Making plans to go out with you, oh
I don't wanna be up all night
I don't wanna die playing games in the night
We can settle it out Imma give you the time
Breaking eggs for you
I see you shine yeah, bottled up a fool
He caused that fight
Bloody shirt when you fall
I let you into my mind and you took control
I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul
I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call
Yeah, maybe I'm not who I am
I don't feel the same anymore
The thoughts in my head gon' win
I'm tryna get up off the floor
Yeah, this city gon' fall when you're not here
I can never stay calm without you, my dear
But that's in the past, yeah I'm a different man
I just know I'm not alone
In this world we call home
I've been following the light ever since I got that call to go
Bloody shirt when you fall
I let you into my mind and you took control
I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul
I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call
Yeah, who to call
Breaking up when I find out it's protocol
Sending a message I'm gon' die from this alcohol
I got addicted, I feel blue like a avatar
It made me sweat, made me hot like a Tyla song
Pushing 20, I got bills to pay and teeth to floss
What the f*ck am I saying? I wish I knew
I know you lost, I loved a girl and she made me lose my feelings
But what was the cost
One year later, found myself again, I'm still in shock
When you fall
I let you into my mind and you took control
I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul
I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call
Do you wanna show me some
I'm not in the mood to be up all night
Making plans to go out with you oh
I don't wanna be up all night
I don't wanna die playing games in the night
We can settle it out, Imma give you the time
Breaking eggs for you, I see you shine yeah
Bottled up a fool, he caused that fight
Bloody shirt when you fall
I let you into my mind and you took control
I'm better now but in the past, yeah you hurt my soul
I cried for help at the time, didn't know who to call
Yeah, baby when I'm not around
Guard the house with your life, watch the kids from me
Protect the money that we got, I couldn't stand to see it gone
Lock the doors, seal the windows so no one can peek
Yeah, I stand for the truth, I'm making it clear
This money on me, I keep for the fear
Of losing the shit that I got, like never give up, Imma keep making moves
My wife and my kids got a life with me too
I feel like I'm doomed, every chance that I get, Imma take ain't no losing
I hate when the night falls, then it feels like it's over for me and you
I can't even think of a new life
Going around dressing fancy suit and tie
I don't really wanna know what it feels like
To be rich and lost in that good life