G4theGod - (H)wen Gäd Krīs | When God Cries Lyrics

Have you ever seen somebody
Smiling ear to ear with their peers
While silently suffering inside
Well this is it
Try to make jokes and humor
Outta the tragic horrors
We getting f*cked up tonight
Might not see tomorrow
Nah, it ain't promised
Like a child at their mother house
Waiting on their father
Nah that shit ain't promised
That ain't my life, might be my oldest daughter's
She stopped picking up the phone
And I stopped calling
The Mirror
Looking mighty foggy nowadays
I can't seem to clear up
Them previous stains
They remain in the pictures
Hurt faces of my parents, daughter
Wife and my sister's
Eternal crisis with my body, soul
Mind could get wicked
I got first class tickets
To this hell we be living
A spiritual good nigga
Stuck with a bad addiction
Walking on ice with no skates
I'm constantly slipping
Falling on all my mistakes
Rarely standing on
Business I'mma be about I see the route
Inserting myself into this game
Dawg, you can't leave me out I'm keeping count
Of all you hating niggaz tried to feed me doubt
Finally put my heart in this shit
You see it bleeding out
Bringing back the art of this shit
I hope you see it now
You don't wanna start with me bitch
Friends with that Reaper now
Reaping what I sow
And revealing the things that keep me down
I'm reaching for my soul
I need healing. God please don't leave me now
I need you now
Crying
These tears
It is what it is
This life I must figure it out
This life I must figure it out
I can't keep on crying
These tears
It is what it is
This life I must figure it out
This life I must figure it out
This is what it sounds like
When God cries
This is what it sounds like
When God cries
This is what it sounds like
When God cries
When God cries
Yeah
Ok I'm hitting up my weed man
And I'm hoping that he can
Let me hold some weed til the weekend
Pockets look bleak man
I need relief from all this grieving
Wanna know how my homie died
So I don't go repeating
(My soul's leaving)
There I go speeding highly weeded
Down 95.. Racing to a meeting with misery
The company I've been keeping
Frequenting recently dimmed the light I see
Ancestry pissed with me
(God Cries)
Tryna find
Tryna find a peace of mind
In this life
Desperately tryna find
Yeah
Tryna find the reasons why
For this life
I can't keep crying
These tears
It is what it is
This life I must figure it out
This life I must figure it out
I can't keep on crying
These tears
It is what it is
This life I must figure it out
This life I must figure it out
This is what it sounds like
When God cries
This is what it sounds like
When God cries
This is what it sounds like
When God cries
This what it sounds like
When God Cries..